Sadness...

Hi Internet...

I guess things aren't great with me right now... I am saddened by the looming death of someone very close to me...

My Mother in law has suffered from cancer for over four years, it was discovered early in 2006. it started out in her uterus but it had spread before it was discovered so it wasn't removable, for the past four years she's been in near constant pain and had to go through terrible chemo therapies over and over, the doctors have said that now her time is almost up, she has only a few days to complete all the things in life she wanted to accomplish. I can't even begin to imagine what she's going through... and my father in law, the poor man, how he must suffer in watching his wife of almost 26 years go through this slow and painful death... but most of all, I'm hurting for my husband, the love of my life, and his siblings who are loosing their mother, and my children loosing their grandmother... I can't believe this is happening... she has always been such a lively wonderful person...
I remember when Gummi and I had first started being togeather, I had pretty much moved in and spent nearly every night in his bed, the first time I spent the night her only objection to it was that he hadn't changed the sheets, I've always felt welcome into her life, and I've had the privilege of always feeling loved by her. She's a great woman, I do hope she'll recover but I'm afraid that's not possible :(
-love Zi...